• Easter Sermon 2014

    What a joy to be in this place today celebrating the resurrection. We began on a high last Sunday and have made our way though this Holy Week. People sometimes call that a journey, a waymarked path, a pilgrimage.

    But for me, that doesn’t begin to describe it. For me it is more like being on a rollercoaster of emotions.

    • The glory of processing on Palm Sunday. Local pipes and drums somehow taking us right into the holy city of Jerusalem here in the West End itself.
    • The intimacy of washing feet on Thursday Night – an exercise that somehow always confirms for me a deep theological truth which is that I have the ugliest feet in all of Christendom.
    • The brutal reality of the stripping of the altar – somehow as all the beautiful things are violently removed from the church we find ourselves taking part in the arrest and trial of Jesus.
    • The stark reality of a bare church on Good Friday –the one day when the Scottish Episcopal Church somehow turns Free Presbyterian and likes it.
    • And the spruce and polish yesterday when we try to make sense of the awful things we have seen and get ready.

    And through it all – people and stories from the passion of Christ 2000 years ago interweaving with the people and stories of right here and right now.

    Every year I learn something new about the story.

    I remember one year I was working in a church which had just appointed a new sacristan before Easter – that’s the person who looks after all the kit in a church.

    This person was a great support. And like so many people at this time of year, very keen to help.

    At this particular place the stripping of the church was particularly effective. Just like here, everything that could be moved was hauled out of the church. Here we drag out the choir pews, steal the cross from the altar and remove everything that shines and glitters.

    Doing it in any church results in two things – firstly a church just right for Good Friday. Stark and plain. The bitter, stark reality of the cross represented by a plain undecorated building. Shocking. Moving. Bewildering. You want the whole church on Good Friday to feel empty. To be still.

    Secondly, the stripping of the altar results in a sacristy absolutely full of the rubble of the night before. Carpets and pews and silverware and statues and goodness knows what all upended in a hurry into a small room. And there it stays to keep the church plain and pure for the devotions.

    On this particular year, I remember getting a phone call from the new sacristan at 9 am on Good Friday when we had a service at 10 am.

    She came on the phone and told me that she’d been in church since 7.30 am. I have to admit that I was pleased and awed by her devotion. Sitting praying in a plain church all that time is surely commendable.

    Until she said the words that no priest wants to hear on Good Friday – “Don’t worry Rector, I’ve been into the sacristy and the church and managed to get all the stuff back. The church is looking lovely.”

    That year the church was stripped twice and I pulled muscles I never knew could be pulled.

    There is a truth there though – Jesus won’t stay dead.

    By the time I get to the end of Good Friday – one service after another where we go through the agony of the crucifixion I find myself at the last service of the day hoping that if we crucify him properly then maybe this time he’ll stay dead.

    But of course…

    But of course, he won’t stay dead. And our message today is very much that nothing will keep him in the grave.

    Death has been vanquished. The grave has lost its sting.

    Christ the Lord is risen from the dead not simply long, long ago but here and now and in our lives and in our world.

    What we celebrate today is that the seed of hope grows in the human heart.

    What we celebrate today is that the grave – the place of destruction, violence, decay, boredom and pain is ultimately empty.

    What we celebrate today is that life is stronger, yes stronger than death.

    Our God has conquered. For love, true love will always win.

    I stand here because I believe goodness is always stronger than evil. Because love is stronger than hate. Because the joy of resurrection power is the new life that belongs to us to share with all people of goodwill.

    You don’t have to go far to find Good Friday.

    But love wins out in the end.

    I remain in Good Friday though if I accept that violence is the best way to solve differences.

    I remain in Good Friday if I do not challenge prejudice when it comes from any man, woman or archbishop in the street.

    I remain in Good Friday if I do not share my belief that a better world than this is not only possible but essential.

    This week there has been yet more sickening violence and terrorism in Nigeria and in other places around the world.

    Well we as God’s people believe in a better way and are committed to a better world. We stand against the tyrant, the bomber and the bully.

    And, this week, the Archbishop of Canterbury has once again tried to link in the public mind the action of terrorists in Africa with the acceptance of gay and lesbian people in the West.

    Such careless disregard for gay lives has the stench of Good Friday all over it.

    Love wins in the end. And love will win an end to discrimination in the church just as we’ve been winning it in the life of the state.

    And this week, the Prime Minister has been courting Christian opinion by speaking about his own faith.

    I’m pleased that Mr Cameron can speak of his own connections with church life.

    But, Mr Cameron – if you want to court Christian opinion and make Christian people think better of you then help this country build a society far, far away, a resurrection world away, from the food-bank Britain we currently seem to find ourselves living in.

    I believe in love. I believe in compassion. I believe in resurrection. And I believe we can build a better world than this.

    Jesus won’t stay in the grave. Beauty won’t stay locked away in a sacristy for long.

    Jesus won’t stay buried in the tomb. Justice won’t be subdued by violence but will leap up and dance and cry to the heavens for change.

    Jesus won’t stay buried in the tomb.

    For love wins. New life wins. Joy wins out.

    And Jesus Christ is risen from the dead.

    For if Christ were not risen, we would not be gathered here.

    In the name of the Father and of the Son and of the Holy Spirit.

28 responses to “Tilly – RIP”

  1. Russell Goulbourne Avatar
    Russell Goulbourne

    I’m really sorry to hear this very sad news, Kelvin. What a lovely tribute to her. The purring will never cease…

  2. Sophie Avatar
    Sophie

    I am so sorry, Kelvin. It is dreadful when beloved creatures die. I hope your flat is not unbearably empty without your Tilly.

  3. Ritualist Robert Avatar
    Ritualist Robert

    A cat who can vault over a dressed chalice really does deserve some kind of veneration.

    Such a moving tribute.

  4. […] Meanwhile, sympathy to Kevin Holdsworth who is mourning the loss of Tilly. […]

  5. Christine Avatar
    Christine

    What a wonderful obit for Tilly. I have never met Kevin or Tilly, but I applaud your strength in writing this lovely piece for all to share. I am a pet bereavement counsellor, and really believe that much good comes from us feeling able to express our grief for our lost animals, in whichever way we feel we can manage. It is also very heartening to read such a piece on a Church-related site. Bless you both.

  6. Patricia Avatar
    Patricia

    If Tilly’s obituary is anything to go by her memory will, in the days, weeks and months to come provide you with in exhaustable supply of stories to share with others ~ both those who knew her and those who meet her through the retelling of your stories. My sympathy to you in your loss ~ one that is shared by many others who have lost beloved pets and companions.

  7. Andrew Barr Avatar
    Andrew Barr

    Dear Kelvin,
    Deeply moved by your piece. Miss Tilly has left light for all of us who care about the SEC. Our dear friends , Emmy, Joshua, Mc Bean, Batty and most of all Caspar live on in us, and Mrs Tilly will be purring not far away always I am sure.
    Mrs Tilly, risen in glory.

  8. Ruth Avatar
    Ruth

    Beautifully written – sad and uplifting. What a lovely picture of her. Cute nose too.
    I was idly checking out your blog to see if you had a perspective on MOOT, but was immediately sidetracked by, firstly Miss Tilly, then clerical footwear ( I’d go for the purple Prada, if the soles were also painted purple – or the shiny black sequins).
    I’m almost tempted to swap cathedrals……. should enjoyment of the Provost’s blog be a consideration when choosing one’s place of worship?

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